This week is a bad week for me. not in a very good mood. i dunno.. a lot of stuffs are pissing me off. like my china supervisor not being very supportive with my project. he has been "siaming" my group whenever he can. and will rather watch his wife swim then coming to asses my project. or rather cook tea leaf eggs with his wife. then my term test's result isnt very beautiful. this makes me very sad. next, i hv to go for seminars.. ya.. cauz i am graduating soon. and i have no idea where i am goin after that. and my results are like shit!!!! the worse headache!!! my project cannot work!! Staying in sch till late nite doesnt help. Project judging is next week! EPS 2 weeks later! Project Presentation in 3 weeks! Medical D project deadline is this week. Biomechanic is next week. Biostats is 2 weeks later!! Thinking of it makes me wanna commit suicide! (thankfully God rested on the 7th day. Which means no work on the sabbath. If not I will kill myself)I really love to be with the church peeps. Cauz they doesnt remind me of work! And I love to go Church. At least I feel more relax. But then Dr Azam juz told me to meet him this sunday to do project. Haiz... I dun really get it! Why must they cramp everything on my third year? Why can't everyday is sabbath??

All these got me sooo irritated.
But then.. I've learned an important lesson today. Maybe I should share??

I came across a story while I was doing my QT. Its about a Father over worried for his 3 sons. And he got soo much extreme for his sons' safety till it was an alter to the gods of insecurity, worry, and it come to run his life. Then the story summarises with a few sentences.

"Stop worrying about money, your family, your future, your relationships, your grades, and anything else you're uptight about. Because God cares for you. Why not pray and give those things to God right now? Thank Him that He can more than handle the toughest things you face."

then the story ends with a verse (1 Peter 5:6,7)

Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you at the proper time, casting all your anxiety upon Him, because He cares for you (1Peter 5:6,7)

He comforts me better than anyone can.