Today I started to think what I really wanna to be, what's my ambition, what my future going to be. Bioengineer? Nope. cross. I wanted to be an accountant, a police, an actress. I know I have to choose only one among them. I wanted to be an accountant because I wanna catch people who steal company's money. Or I can be an audit. to check up on every company's accounts. I thought of being a police because I want a life more interesting rather than sitting in an office doing paper work. Everybody knows I cant stay in a place for long. It's simply too boring. I thought of being an actress because I want a life more extraordinary. Anyway, I love acting. I really like to act. I wish I can be a drama queen. But being an actress is really difficult. How to get into the drama circle is already a question mark.
oh well... My mom just pass me a list of universities. The Top 200 Universities In the World. Singapore NUS is in the 18th position. WOW!! that's quite good you know.well mdm latha's university, the Indian Institute of technology is in the 41th position. NTU is in the 50th place. Maybe I shall consider going overseas. If the overseas uni reject me, then I shall go for star search. haha.. Be a teenage drama queen. If cannot get in then go for spf. worse come to the worse................................................................................ bioengineer.
Today, one of my family fren pass away. She had cancer. Breast cancer. She refuse to go for operation. Even during her early stage of cancer. She said that she heard from on chinese doctor if she eats healthily and detox her body all the time, the cancer cells will slowly disappear. Well... actually tht tumour turn smaller, but then.... not long after.. which is now.. she pass away. hm... how sad.
PR2 is just around the corner. I am rushing the projects lke nobody business. Stay back. Burn midnight oil. And all sorts of torture. "The prototype MUST BE OUT". That's the command given by Chua Kheng Swee. My prototype is like in a bloody mess. the soldering iron is making me headache. It smells and is toxic. It almost cause my life. Capacitors solder on wrong polarity. Soldering iron flow to other tracks. Copper tracks came off. EEG eagles not out yet. OHHHHHHH................. ALL THESE PROBLEMS IS LIKE BURSTING MY HEAD. wanna kill myself already.
