Ohh... I've got a music maker software. Well.. I juz got it yesterday in Challenger which cost me a hundred bucks. Its cool. It makes music to a cd standard. Oh man.. I can actually make my own songs using that. Its rather cool but is a little complicated. Need some time to figure out the whole thing. Ohh.. forgot. Des says he wanna borrow the software from me. He wants to make his songs and let the whole world suffer in his hands. hahahahaha....

This sunday there's some little disagreement between some people, some friends. I believed I am directly or indirectly involved. Truly and sincerely, I really wish to speak out, right from the bottom of my heart. But it might hurt a little. Hurt myself and my friends.

I really dun get it when some people are being so negative abt life. How negative?? What if all those things were stolen? What if I went missing? How come I failed? How come this... How come that... Is it possible to remove the SELF in a person in order for one to be selfless? Or maybe an Ego with a capital E. We learned talk about sharing and caring, forgive and forget, love one another as much as you love yourself, love are enemy, love your brothers and sisters, how much actually gets it in.

Last sat, we drew some pics with a little words on a whiteboard out of fun and laughter. It cause one of my frens to be angry. Up to today, I still dun understand why he became angry. Well... he maligned my another fren for insulting him. The other guy stormed off in anger and threw some things. This is bad. It cause more people to be angry. What do I see in this incident?

I see disappointment in my heart. Do not hold grudges till sunset. How short and sweet this phrase is. But it is easier said than done.