Sunday
today i went for a wake. I feel that i should pay more attention on my religion. Death doesnt comes in sequence. It strikes to anybody anytime. Heard fomr someone today.. saying an introvert can be very talkative. makes me ponder wad i am like. i love to talk but i hate talking about my feelings. i would try to avoid, hide, when someone talks to me on myself.well.. maybe i do not like to show my real emotions. when i am sad, i do not wish that my friends are feeling sad for me. that left me crying by my bed all the time. maybe i am too coward to face the situation. i rather be hiding in my room and cry alone then saying out to anybody. well.. maybe i have not found a true friend. so wad am i? an introvert or an extrovert. zeke says i am the extrovert. ya.. maybe i am.. an extrovert to things that doesnt concern me and my feelings.
